Expectations, The deal breaker.

It seems that I'd rather fantasize than actually have something real.

when I sleep write.

Journal entry:5/11/09

paralyzing pharanas make rivers vast unknown spreading to nowhere ocean sun set speak my hearts desire as i run to the safty wagon wheel of my soul try to make it home in time lost without control no where left to go spring salty winter air a collection of lost memories childhood crush tuns to gold stop shaking leaking in leaking mold story left untold wicked witch stablehouse storyteller melts into cracks unseen only again to retun when someone else dreams